puzyears_yuka06

Umm first.., HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND!!!!
You know what.., you have really changed a lot..., it's just that.., I think you've been really different..., it's like not that I can't really relate to you.., it's just that you are like a totally different person.., don't know why... or maybe becoz it's like you are moving on too forward and I'm just staying behind... Yet and still it will not hinder our friendship! I'll try to accept you for what you want to be for yourself! Hope you'll accept me too!
And umm.., one more wish.., please,oh,please..., kindly and WISELY choose guys to be your friends..., umm... it's not that I blame you for the reason why "interface" told you about that thing you know.., it's just that, please try to be not that open or easy-to-get girl. Yeah, being friendly to guys is really a turn-on but maybe, the reason why "interface" told you that, is because (maybe for him) you might be really flirty..., sori to say that..., If you have read this, don't kill me!!! Again sori can't come to your party..., **sniff**I miss you guys**sniff** really!!

ANYWAY..., on my story for the day.......
Morning I sent a b-day message to my bestfriend... then felt sori coz can't come coz we have to meet for our AP proj.
Going to my classmate's house for the project, there.., we worked..,
Rested for a few minutes.., walked to the other village thought we could buy some 'isaw'... (I haven't eaten some of those not until...)
and came back to her house with our useless effort walking to the neighboring village...,
And what we had fun was one of my classmate climbed up to their terrace just for fun.., and we wanted to see how my classmate's secret boyfriend does it by night...!
I really wanted to go back home at that time since I wanted to play or rest already.., but my very irritating, annoying and childish yet my-only-acquaintance-in-commuting classmate still doesn't want to go back home. So being so stupid and kind, I stayed and waited for her to say we should already go back home. So then we worked a little more. And this ver irritating, annoying and blah, blah, blah classmate keeps on telling-"oh we should buy isaw", "oh I like to eat isaw", "oh I'm already hungry becoz of the isaw"... And I would like to say-Oh I'm so irritated at you too!!! If you want isaw buy it by yourselk and don't come back again!! Okaay!... sori for being rude here...,
I'm sure I'll be killed if she read about this...^^;
Then so about 7pm went back home, but before she bought some isaw(and I ate some too.., first time!).., Then as I enter our house.., there is hell!! in a minute, Mom shouts at me and it's very irritating.., she scolded me becoz of my way of commuting...,
Anyway at least now I'm at peace, noone could bother me anymore...
And Woohooo!! I've got my room back to myself!!!XP

Oh hell!! Shit..., I totally don't know why I always see him everywhere I go!!.. Are we really that hell destined to meet each other? Heck, no way!!

well.., you see.., umm... he was(or maybe is still) an altar boy in our parish.., then my brother told me that he fought him already once. Everytime we go to mass HE IS THERE. And sometimes, as I go back home, I CAN SEE HIM WALKING along the streets.
Then last month, me and my friends met at Starbucks in Convergys. Then, there.., I SAW HIM WITH HIS FRIENDS as well in the Starbucks! hell... what a coincidence...(or maybe not...)
And last Wednesday, some of our clubs in our school had interaction with other schools..., it's with Claret! Then, after classes, me and my friends went to canteen to buy something, and hell, we passed the crowd of Claretianos before reaching the canteen. As we wait for some of my friendS that stucked in the crowd of Claretiano..., coming out from nowhere..., I SAW HIM!!!
Of all people I could see.., why always him!(why not my crush*sob*) I hate him for being so rude to my brother and for being so boastful...well he looks like one...don't know really...
Oh hell... damn! what the heck is happening!!!
(I'm supposed to post this last Wednesday since I'm totally umm.., don't know... but suddenly I just can't update...)

Yay! I've got my new addiction..., not only watching tv...

Oh.., I nver realized, not until now, reading fanfics is so much fun!..
I mean I can't live a day without raeding any fanfics...,
Well, before I had read one, yet not that nice.., so I thought it's just one's crazy story.., and for being stupid of me, I thought all of them are like that.., so I didn't continue reading anymore!
Then, one day, a very nice GA fanfic made me so addicted to read more and more! Oh thanx a lot to her/them... If you want to know.. ask me (I don't know if I may mention her you know...)
And then, it's just happened people from my class also tries to show me some of the fanfics they read...

Well anyway..., it's really to read one!! But never tried to make one of my own.., maybe becoz.., ummm... I'm lazy to type one, afraid making grammitacl errors and be discriminated... hehehe

It is not normal for me already since it happens to me at least 2 times a night and 3 times a week... NIGHTMARES(Bangungot sa Tagalog)

But 2 weeks ago is kind of different....
It's 11:30pm already so I gotta to sleep fast so I could wake up early for school. I ussually don't turn off my light when I sleep (coz I'm lazy to get up from bed)but I turned it off this night. I lie down on the bed and then I faced my cabinets and closet- at my left. Then I saw my cabinet slightly open,"This cabinet shouldn't be open since no one has openned it today(the cbinet is for my old stuffs only).". Then after that thought, the cabinet slowly opens(that made me freak out coz there's no wind, why is it openning?), slowly opens wider and wider... There, I'm alredy scared, I jumped out of my bed and turned on my light, closed the cabinet, turned off my light and went back to my bed. Then I slept... here it goes my nightmare...
My spirit and my mind started to work yet I can't move my body. "Oh no.. another nightmare!", I thought. Then I saw my bed went black and I saw some creatures-monsters-I dunno how to call it, it can be demons also... I saw them like they are reaching for my body. I was scared. I think my spirit faced the left side of my bed where the cabinets and closet are. I saw the cabinet slowly opens, again, and now also the closet. I saw the monster or whatever it is coming out from there. I was really, really afraid. I was trying to shout but no one heard me. Then I tried to move my body... then it moved..atlast!..though it is kinda hard you know. My nightmare ends.
I was sweating yet my body feels like nothing happenned but it's still in my mind. I saw my cabinets closed.. I was relieved.. And went back to sleep..
-End-

I know it's kinda weird and freaky.. But it is absolutely true! When I was telling this to my brother and mother I thought I won't .. but I was crying..
Hehehe... well I still have many stories to tell about this but my bro is going to use the computer already.. Byebye!

I am so lucky this week...I guess...
I saw my ex-crush when I was grade 6. She transferred to other school and she went to school last tuesday. Then I saw my 2nd ex-crush, well actually my childhood crush yesterday. He changed a lot! He have lots of pimples now..awww.. but he's taller than his brothers. And today I saw my crush, my real crush., walking back to their house. Though quite sad because I only saw his back. For the second time..